Falling Apart

Deterioration
Succumbing to the infestation
We’re talking on an epic scale
Tried to pull myself together
But I gave up on it altogether
Talk about an epic fail

Losing my mind
Losing my identity
Physically and mentally
Hard to unwind
Losing my sense of time
It’s all gonna fade away eventually

Falling apart
Hanging on by a thread but I just keep
Falling apart
Falling apart
Lie awake cause I slaughtered the sheep
and I can’t sleep
Falling apart
Falling apart
Outta control and I can’t stop won’t stop
Falling apart
Falling apart
Fully decayed
Gonna finally fade like a flat top
Falling apart

Starting to slip
Taking a trip
I’m gonna flip
Losing my grip
My grasp on reality
Living in fear
Hard to adhere
Becoming quite clear
That this year
Is gonna be the last for me

I don’t want to underplay...no wait
I don’t wanna cast away
The fatality of this disease
But the side effects were unforeseen
Can’t survive this quarantine
And it’s gonna be the death of me

Falling apart
Hanging on by a thread but I just keep
Falling apart
Falling apart
Lie awake cause I slaughtered the sheep
and I can’t sleep
Falling apart

Falling apart
Outta control and I can’t stop won’t stop
Falling apart
Falling apart
Fully decayed
Gonna finally fade like a flat top (I’ve been)
Falling apart

I’m trapped in the same routine
I’m jumping on a trampoline
Syncing to a rhythm that is pumping repetitiously
With my head in a guillotine
The blade sharpening
If only I had a time machine

I’m out of listerine
No antihistamine
I need some Dramamine
I need some groceries
But I just can’t be seen
My state is so obscene
I got some poor hygiene
And if I go I’m gonna need some gasoline

Falling apart
Hanging on by a thread but I just keep
Falling apart
Falling apart
Lie awake cause I slaughtered the sheep
and I can’t sleep
Falling apart
Falling apart
Outta control and I can’t stop won’t stop
Falling apart
Falling apart
Fully decayed
Gonna finally fade like a flat top (I’ve been)
Falling apart

All the days blend together
No beginning no end or whatever
Can’t decide between here and now or never
Guess I’ll be facing this dilemma like forever
All this forced continuity
Stacked in layers of complexity
In perpetual reciprocity
Moving out at a terminal velocity
Stuck on a loop extrapolated to infinity